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Life is back to schooling time
Sunday, April 19, 2009 AT 12:22:00 PM ★

PIO9O4J ; My Current Class For 2 Years (;
School has started, everyone is back on the track except Poly people (; For the first week of my school, everything went smoothly. Despite I was quite tired for the first few days, slowly I am adapting to everything. Saw many new faces & made many friends. Quite cool to hear everyone is from different secondary school. I can definitely say everyone is just outgoing as can be. Chat chat, made friends. Although diff classes with my Boyf, I am happy to share about my class & let Boyf know I am in a good class. So does my Boyf. Classmates do interact rather than just keeping quiet. I guess this is what school life should be. Till the 2nd Day, I saw familiar faces. I also saw one classmate from my class last year the next day. Everything went on quite smoothly. Intitally I've no interest in CMOS, but as the teacher explain one to one to me, I realize I am getting keen to what I am learning. Suppressing unhappiness behind me, & carry on studying and having fun at the same time. I know what's coming is going to hit me alot, but I have to stay strong & do well in my new life @ College East. I've no regrets for this choice yet I am smiling all the way. (: It is week 1, tomorrow shall be week 2. I noticed that, I can mix with my classmates but not to the extend of making close friends cos I need time to prevail to me what things shall be learnt & shall not be learnt. I must say, I don't know what life will become as week passes by, but one thing is for sure is that "I will study & play at the same time. No more slacking & thinking far" (: Well, I must say that's my motto this year. I may loathe ITE last time, but I se it in a different angle now, believing & working hard for what I really want (; With the push of myself, Boyf, I know I can tide through it. Along with everything, I must say I am back on the track. I shall not think I will fail yet believe that a rainbow will finally come out in my life C;

As for my Darlinq Boyf, I really hope he will be fine, be fine & face all obstacles coming. He's learning new things like me despite he got abit more knowledge than me. But one thing straight is that Boyf, I will always be with you whether you are happy or not, let's work hard for our future. Let's aim for the award, aim for all the good things. Bad things may come, but you always have me. As you were saying about your scar, I know it hurts, I know it pains you to be reminded of it, but you must know, what's gone is gone. Poly is never meant to be, although you have lose the chance for a dipolma, you found yourself a girl, a girl whom is willing to love with all her might. One thing you must know, you may lose that but you gain a girl who is willing to love you always. Painful, indeed. But I am always here giving you the amount of support you need. Although I have no idea on how to motivate, but I am sure we can fight through. With me & you together, I believe nothing can stop us. I know we can't date like always or what, but we must remember whatever we are doing is for our future. (; You have me by your side, & I know I've you by my side. Let's acheieve a scholarship or a space in poly as we work hard. Remember, you are the man whom I wanna love a long time, including if my hair has to turn white. Nothing can stop this endless love, cos you're my Halo. The man whom picked me up from pieces & make it back to what it is. & I shall carry on standing by you, supporting you. Cos we are going to prove to ourselves, "WE CAN DO IT" (; I love you, my Boyf <3
Well, that's all for my posting. Can't use comp much cos I will be facing comp for 5 days straight. MOst probably will update when I've the chance. Let's just say, time to give my blog a lil break, but no worries I will keep it update as much as I can. But nonetheless, I believe with my absence of blogging, I will still be loving Boyf & showering him with endless love. As for my Best Fren, she is always loved <3 Despite we can hardly meet, she is FOREVER my best fren. Her birthday is coming, & I definitely will wish her. Yes I bought a card but chances are slim to pass it to her. I wanna meet her but I don't know when is she free. All I need the world to know is I love my Boyf & Best Fren. I also love those who really cherish me. (; Thank you.
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