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Forever is a Word
Saturday, May 30, 2009 AT 2:47:00 AM ★
You Are Never The One I Expected To Love So Dearly,
But Eventually Miracles Happen & You Become The One I Loved So Dearly.
BOO! Guess I have not been blogging for such a period of time again, right? Urm, if you guys observe, I've already decided on using the new skin I am using now. Quite link to one of the blogskin there. {: So ya. Urm, in fact I know I should be sleeping now. But I can't get to bed, so decided to write a special post for my Dearest Boyf whom is in his "LaLa Land", I guess? Whether later on he will meet me or not, I guess I just wanna write him something (: Hahaha, many things happened but my main concern is still my Dearest Boyf. I don't know why. He is my endless worry :x Guess I loved him too dearlyyy already. Come, let me write the post & say what's up with me for the past weeks. If I forget anything, pardon me.
BabyBoy♥
Thank you for coaching me every single thing since school reopened until now,
You have really touched my heart & letting me wanna work harder each day
Your efforts for me are slowly using cos I am working hard too
I ain't going to let anyone look down on me
Cos you're like so patiently teaching me causing me to be better
Better & making friends with IT stuffs
Although you know I find it really tough,
But you never once given up on me & you showered me with more love instead
Your ways of teaching me really let me know you're really putting effort
& I know I must also do work hard & not let you down
I wanna do it for you & for myself
Because I wanna prove my family's wrong
I know you're pretty stressed up because you have to learn more
Just to coach me, guide me, help me, as we are in the same course
I felt really gulity and sad but I know in order to not disappoint you,
I rather work harder & not let you be disappointed
True enough, I can see myself improving & understanding
You make me really touched <3 Thank you for enduring all my attitude problems & continuously being there for me giving the ample loves Being through so much, I know I have faults So I apologize to you & tell you, I will work harder & cherish you Time has flown & my love for you is deeper. True, you ain't some romantic guy, some sweettalker or whatever, I guess I am just fated to stick with you & love you till the end Desmond, thank you for everything.
I promise you I will work harder & we can do it together
I don't want to let you down yet I want you to smile
I love you, my BabyBoyyy <3 Okays ._. let's say what has happened to me for the past week -.- In fact, it's going to quite simple & short. So read if you want. Goodbye if you ain't interested (:
For the past week of my life
o1. 6 tests last week inclusive of BNI, JAVA & PCS. Added in GPA -.-
o2. Scored 1oo for PCS Chpt 5 {Thanks my Dearest Boyf for coaching me.}
o3. Stayed back till 12pm with Sean to ask Mr Roger for BNI.
o4. Went Expo Food Fair, John Little, Harvey Norman & Popular on Fri.
o5. First time mugging on my book on Fri.
o6. Went Boyf's hse really early on Thu cos my neck & head was damn pain.
o7. First time give letter & LOA to teacher.
o8. Tried Laksa for the 1st time.
o9. Facebook pretty much.
1o. Enjoy talking to Celia & Joelle & really appreciated their concerns ;D
11. Chat with JonathanBRO through msg.
12. Weird people msg-ed me.
13. Kept seeing the section head walking pass.
14. Cried about 2 times within this week.
15. Bad diarrhoea on Friday.
16. Watched Bedtime Stories on Friday, SUX LIKE MAX?
17. Blog hopped alot.
18. Still seeking for answers but I still can't get it.
19. Found true meaning of friendship.
2o. Period visited me last Sunday.
21. Bought a bear & pens for Boyf.
22. Hugged Cherry & Teddy to bed. {:
o2. Scored 1oo for PCS Chpt 5 {Thanks my Dearest Boyf for coaching me.}
o3. Stayed back till 12pm with Sean to ask Mr Roger for BNI.
o4. Went Expo Food Fair, John Little, Harvey Norman & Popular on Fri.
o5. First time mugging on my book on Fri.
o6. Went Boyf's hse really early on Thu cos my neck & head was damn pain.
o7. First time give letter & LOA to teacher.
o8. Tried Laksa for the 1st time.
o9. Facebook pretty much.
1o. Enjoy talking to Celia & Joelle & really appreciated their concerns ;D
11. Chat with JonathanBRO through msg.
12. Weird people msg-ed me.
13. Kept seeing the section head walking pass.
14. Cried about 2 times within this week.
15. Bad diarrhoea on Friday.
16. Watched Bedtime Stories on Friday, SUX LIKE MAX?
17. Blog hopped alot.
18. Still seeking for answers but I still can't get it.
19. Found true meaning of friendship.
2o. Period visited me last Sunday.
21. Bought a bear & pens for Boyf.
22. Hugged Cherry & Teddy to bed. {:
To Do List
o1. BNI Test ; Chapter 6.
o2. Iron clothes!
o3. Vaccum my lil bed
o4. Sleep moreeee {:
o2. Iron clothes!
o3. Vaccum my lil bed
o4. Sleep moreeee {:
I guess that's all! :D Time for my bedtime alreadyyyy! Oh well, I am just a weirdy woman~
& I know you know my lil heart for you
But I still must say I am sorry
I hate hurting you, cos I love you
Please remember I always love you more than anyone
You will always have me no matter what.
You're mine & I am yours.
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