W/C 9. Behind Your Mask.

L♥ve
Thh LadyLove.
When life hits you hard, hit it even harder.
Tell you the truth i lost my faith in you
Love last, Lust dies
Sunday, May 17, 2009 AT 4:33:00 PM ★
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You Are Their BoyBoy & You Are Always My DearDear
You will always be my lovelove. Haven't been blogging much lately, yet its all just random post each time I post. But today is kinda different than usual posts. Cos I am going to add pictures. Well, of course not as many as it is. Yet just pictures of common stuffs. Oh ya, if you guys notice the top pic, it isn't those I commonly taken from www.deviantart.com. Yet its a cute lil baby. && if you read the caption clearer, it is actually my Babyboy, Desmond Toh. I took a snapshot of my Boyf, & decided to post it <3. Ain't he just so cuteee? Well, the mighty of love. ;D hahaha. Lately, haven't been in a good condition due to its FLU SEASON especially when the bloody fucking H1N1 Flu spreading around! >< && now it reached to Malaysia :/ Practically feel so worrying can :/ But there's nothing we can do but just take good care of myself.

I've been plaughed until many sickness lately. No one knows, except my Babyboy <3. But overall, he can't do much cos its still my immune system I've to fight to. Lately, I have encountered the flu bug, the cough bug, the diarrhoea bug & the headache bug. All these lil bugs kept attacking me completely catching me offguard. I don't feel good at all. :/ What sux is all attacked me at onceee D: Saddening to hear, you know? T.T Last night, I was pretty unlucky too. Cos I sprained my left leg. Another injury to add on. How pathetic can my life gets. Well, I am just grumbling for always being ill, being such a burden. True enough, I am feeling grumpy, but life goes on! Urm, one more unlucky thingy is that my new handphone let me down lately D: Its LCD was spoilt after checking. In fact, I am completely stunned when the phone switched off all of a sudden. True enough, was pretty happy as it was STILL covered under warrantyyy! But when they called on Friday & told Boyf that the LCD spoilt &&&& THE WARRANTY DOESN'T COVER IT. I was completely at a loss && I need to pay $6o for it! True enough, they have given me a discount but it really causes me in a bad mood! Oh well, since I made the decision to buy this phone then I shall just pay it no matter what. Oh well. Then in the end, I borrowed the phone from Zhenwen. Cos I seriously doesn't wanna use the useless phone which mom have ): So ya. I just gotta accept facts & open my mouth borrow from Zhenwen. Okays, frankly speaking I miss my Kira D: I wanna use couple phone with Boyf! :/ But no choice, it break down on me. T.T Okays, look! Life hasn't been going smoothly for me. What sux even more was I am having severe moodswings lately. Which actually causes many unneccessarily agurments with Boyf. It completely lead to many complications. I can't seemed to like the fact Boyf tick me off D: && using his loud tone. But to be honest, I must admit its me being all stupid & jumping to conclusions by throwing my FUCKING ATTITUDE at him. Well, he told me bad points on Friday night. Realized how much mistakes I have really made &&& realized I need to change & be a better person. I admit, I can't seemed to accept facts but slowly as it goes inside my head, I start to realized that I did change alot ever since school reopened. My whole body become the type of I-MUST-WORK-HARD kind of thinking. To be honest, I think I did change causing all the stupid things that happened. True enough, I can't feel his love but I know time will prove to me everything. Attitude towards Boyf did change quite abit. But I hope its better after Friday's conversation. I finally learnt my mistakes (; & thankfully, my inner thoughts didn't tell me to say stupid things to me. Glad for that. Life been many downfall but I must smile along with life. ;D But I must say I am happy that Boyf & I made up eventually realizing our IMPORTANCEE.

Energy have been draining lately. D: But I am trying means & ways to get it back. Okays, talking about energy draining. I have been having test for the past weeks that come. Hardly catch up with anyone cos I was too busy mugging. True, I am stressed but I know I wanna work hard & prove my family wrong. Urm, despite tests I pass happily but I still scared. D: Worried me. I don't know how can I ever overcome this. Okays, have I mentioned Zhenwen rented car from Wed to Fri last week? He rented car & I can only say I believe in Boyf's driving skills. Oh & my EZ Link card finally came on Thu. ;D The day I finally felt relieved (; Hmm, things are liddat here & there for me. Smiles are hard to come by. Hmm, oh let me tell you guys something retarded. My father actually allowed me to stay over Boyf's hse! I don't know why. But I was astounded. :/ But due to me wanting to save my Boyf's life & my future with him, I decided not to {: For its never good. So ya. Well, talking about my dad. My relationship with him ain't going any further but I still call him always.. Okays, stupid me. -.- I am getting zzz over mentioning all these things. :D Obstacles shall not bring me down. Love me, love me not. I can feel it without you saying. Okays how great. ;D I am being stupid. Have to study later. ;D Hmm, later I am going to post some pics. Taken with classmates, PB0904K! (: Took with some of the ladies. Glad to have them as my classmates. Well, been having severe moodswings like I said earlier on, I am so going to control. ;D Hmm, come on & let's smile. Let me post those pictures right now before I carry on typing! ;D

Classmates of PB0904K
Excluding my Boyf which I added on extra! ;D
{I edited the photos! ;D}

P.S. My Boyf's pic is to add on the extra one person inside the photo!
So please don't mind & stay HAPPY ALL!!
So how's the photos?
Classmates, give me comments arh! :D
An inspiration for you guys!!
& Classmates are always Classmates,
Never be forgotten inside my heart
I believe we are always friends
Although I am previously from Information Technology,
You guys still befriended me
& Thank you guys for being my friend.
I love you guys plentyyyyyy <33 (: With you guys around my life, I believe I can spend my 2 years in ITE happily Wish those who are retaking Olvls, Good luck & hope you guys get into poly! With lovelove from Danielle aka XiaoXing ((:


Kays, one of the pics I edited ;D Urm, next pic will be my bro. I was supposed to put the pic on 185 May but I was too busy so now I shall put it & wish my lil bro happy bdae. ;D

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Happy Birthday To You, BRICE TEO QIN WEI x33s (:

Last photo will be a gift given by Boyf, it totally gonna help me during hot & sticky days. He bought it for me at Tamp 1 when I was saying it was so cute, so he popped me that gift ^^ && I loved it loads! (:

That's a FAN! ;D
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Isn't it sooo cuteeee? :D

Kays, I am done editing the pics & uploading them. Enjoy looking at them. Oh well. Lame me. Hahahaha. Okays I shall end my lil post & focus on my studies already. Shall not brood anymore. I will pop over to blog more once I have the time. Miss me again :D OH, KEEP MY TAGBOARD ALIVEE! I know you guys can do it derh! ;D

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Quarrels after quarrels, it seriously let us know each other more
More than usual & understand our lil hearts' thinking
I learnt my mistakes & realized you really guided me alot
Babyboy, I love you & I can never bear to leave you at all
You are the guiding stars, the guy who guided me no matter what it is.
I loved you, & it is an undeniable and the fact
I hate quarrels but I know you are guiding me
Guiding me to the right way, right my Baby?
I lovelove you, the love of my life
I really hope things will be better for us no matter what
Alright my Babyboy? We can stand strong regardless what comes ;D
Let's be the mighty of us, & stand united as one heart
这是我们的爱情,我相信我们一定能克服一切困难就好好爱彼此。
老公,谢谢你的包容,我相信我一定能改掉自己的坏习惯
我们一定能好好爱彼此,和永远不分开,对吗?

PS. here comes studying! :D
PSS. Best Friend, I miss you more than anything else.

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