Lost In The Messy Maze Called Life, Completely Filled With Many Mysteries Within
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Realized it has been ages since I last touched my blog :D Well, as promised, I am back to blog! Let me share about the few days that I was sick. Hahaha in fact, sick isn't a glory but first time in my life, I was damn sick till to the extend of I wish I can die at that moment. I still remember that date clearly cos I was only having a BAD BAD COUGH nia :/ Oh well, that date is on the 14 Jul. Well, I must admit I went home early that day to go to the doctor cos my throat was really bad D:

Even my BabyLove♥ asked me to visit a doctor after lunch. Well if I ain't wrong, that day was a Tuesday. My throat was really bad. I can't stop coughing. Well, this time I coughed really badly compared to last time. :x Last time was just minor, but this time its really bad! Even Joelle & Celia told me to take care of myself. Didn't have a good throat, & I cough to the extend of BLOOD! >< Well, that day I told my CA ; Mr Victor then during lunch time, off I went to Tamp Polyclinic. For the first time, I feel so hopeless & helpless cos nobody was there for me. Despite BabyLove♥ was there texting me, I just feel really useless. Parents not there, friends not there, & I was there alone. Many negative thoughts kept running through me, asking me who will truly be there if I needed someone ): I was grateful that my BabyLove♥ was texting me all the way but I guess this feelings can't be helped. Well, I waited for quite awhile for my term. -.- I was treated like a H1N1 Suspect. Must take temperature, must check this & that. I was like some sotong on that day, not knowing anything but then luckily I managed to know where am I heading and everything. Goshhh, that day I was EVEN wearing the mask. SOOO HARD TO BREATH DERH D: Well, nowhere to go yet just sit there to wait for my turn. Test my blood & everything. Finally get to see the doctor, examined my throat, talk talk talk D: Then okays liao. Off to collect my medicine. I must say, I am displeaed with that doctor ): He prescribed with medicine that I eat at home, & he only give my 14 Jul MC which is only half day! RAWR, I wanted to say wtf, what if I got fever & everything -_-

After visiting the doctor & collecting all the medicine, off I set off to the market weakly to find BabyLove♥. Well, I ate super healthy on that day, :/ Then after that, BabyLove♥ bought me a slice of Bakerin Cake (; Thanks a dozen, BabyLove♥ {L} you plentyyy <3. Then after that, went over his house, took medicine. Was uber sleepy but control till the end. My whole body was SHAGGGG-ed but I endure till the end. In fact, I thought of asking BabyLove♥ to send me home but he was damn dead beat x( Then eventually, I paid Anson $10 to send me home with BabyLove♥. ): Cos I feel really wobbly & weak. I really hate being a burden to my BabyLove♥. I always caught so many trouble causing him to feel so terrible & everything )): I feel like a piece of sh!t. Okays, then home before 1opm, I think? Then I played computer awhile then chatted with BabyLove♥awhile then off to sleep. Well, nothing was wrong with me at all till at night.


At about 1am++, I woke up to head off to the toilet, then my head was spinning like nobody's business. I almost fainted while going out of the room. I thought something was wrong then I took my temperature. After taking my temperature, I was down with FEVERRR. My temperature was rougly 38.2, I think. I was so afraid, then I took 2 times to confirm. SH!T I was really down with fever ): I text my BabyLove♥ 2 times reporting my temperature. But no reply then slowly, I drift off to my my Dreamland without thinking much. Then around 3am++, I woke up again for no apparent reason. Then I thought my FEVER has subsided. Then I went to take temperature & it didn't go down. Instead it went sky high like about 38.6? :x I texted my BabyLove♥ again ._. Then text Mr Ismail {BabyLove♥'s form teacher} to inform Mr Amos & Mr Roger I am not heading to sch tomorrow. I am really weird. I think I text Mr Victor too DDD: No one reply & then in the end, off I drift off to sleep again. ><|| I was afraid cos I didn't know what to do, my sky seemed so dark & greyish without anyone. Geeehhh, I slept then I woke up at around 5am again to seek help. I stayed awake for quite long. I took temperature again and everything & this time, my temperature is REALLY SKY HIGH. 39.1 something. P.S I can't remember the exact temperature. ): I text many people in the process to wait for Mom to be awake. I remember BabyLove♥ once told me that if I can't take it, seek help from my family. While waiting for mom to be awake, I text many people. I text Valerie, Winnie, Franchy, ChoyyuFISH, Mr Ismail, BabyLove♥, ShermaineMEI, JonBRO, Zhenwen, && many others. Only Mr Ismail replied me at 5am++. Eventually, I endure till 6.3oam which my BabyLove♥ finally awake and inform me to eat a panadol. D: I realized I was such a noob. I have fever until I forgot about the existence of panadol D: Gosh, then I took medicine & go back to sleep. My fever practically didn't subside -.- It did get worse. Oh ya, talking about waiting for my mom.

Guess what? My mom didn't approve me to go a private doctor in the morning & she even ask me to go to school when I tell her I am having a HIGH FEVER. She didn't care )': & I guess at that moment, whatever hopes I have dash. If BabyLove♥ is there, he will definitely shower me with endless loves <3. Not this kind of thingy. It really pains my heart to know this from my family. I was so unhappy, but luckily BabyLove♥ comforted me to bed ((: Well, although not as romantic as I picture it, but I am glad to have him showering with loves <333 Okays, didn't quite get well. Took medicine & everything. Then when it reaches 1pm, my fever rose again ._. Temperature was 39.7. I was freaked out! >< But too weak :/ BabyLove♥ called me throughout the entire day. In a way, he is really taking good care of me <3 I was hoping he will appear to my house cos I was badly ill ): but he can't make it. Well, I understand (; Then didn't thought much. I told myself "Despite wanting him to be there, and everything, be glad at least he calls you. Although he didn't meet you, be happy cos he made it in the end to meet you and be there.. Well, spend the entire day sleeping. BabyLove♥ chatted with Mom & concluded my mom doesn't bother about me. OHWELLS! >< Hmm, oh ya. Must say, I love ya, Franchyy! x3 She text me and chat with me. Val too & a few others ^^ Okays, this shows "PEOPLE STILL CARE!" Okays, I went to a private doctor the next day which is on the 16 Jul. Well, went to some doctor at around 9am with Mom. The clinic was super near my house, named Corporation Clinic. Wore mask again ._. Then its my turn to visit the doctor, checked everything. (: Then the doctor scolded mom for NOT REPORTING MY ALLERGYYY OF MEDICINE. I was allergy to mainly antibiotics! HAHAHAHA! Doctor say I will DIE on 2nd dosage & my mom didn't tell him during my FIRST VISIT. I found out that I have not been to a doctor for 1o years LONG. Practically, I have not been ill for such a long period of time. {: Doctor gave me 5 days of MC, but I still went to school the next day. I guess I miss my BabyLove♥ <33 Well, that day I went back and I took a cab to sch -.- Well, superb weak ): But ya, was surprised when teacher ask me how am I. Mr Amos & Mr Victor & Mr Ismail & Mr Roger asked :DDDD Touched by the care that is received x33s (: Well, that day I went over to BabyLove♥'s house but was super duper weak )): Saw Celia by chance, what was funnie was I think its her but I didn't dare to call until BabyLove♥ said its her. Hahaha, then reaching BabyLove♥'s house, I dozed like almost immediately :x Guess I was tired. Well, my day was spend at BabyLove♥'s house. Things happened but overall its all fine. (:

Okays this is my SICKLY DAYS && am glad that I am fine liao ;D Okays luhhh~ Hmm, apart from the day I sick. So far, days are beautifully spent. Things do happen but eventually it will fade! :D One main event is, I want my period to comeee :P Forever me ._. Hahahaha. OHYA~~! Seen the Eclipse on news & yahoo news :D Nicenice~ ONE IN EVERY 500 YEARS! :] Later gotta do my online chapter 3 text, must do! Lately had my PCS test, so crapp! >< I got some thingy wrong lerhs. >< What to do? :X hahahha. Okays luh, lame me. Hmm, I am off to sleep. Maybe will blog whenever I am free. ;D Need to do some reading later (; I guess I want to study abit then do my test then relax~ :D okays, bohliao me. Well, tomorrow is Franchy's birthdayyy! :D She is one great pal I've ((: Hahahaha. Hm, its best to remember the best times than those unhappy times (: Okays, off I go now~ :D


& Life will carry on going round & round without stopping
There is nothing you can do to stop it, you know?
In fact, what you can only do is make life to the fullest
Imperfections appear in life, but just be glad for being in this life
Whether good or bad, be contented you are in this lil life
Cos you get to experience many different things ((:

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