From All My Boyfriends Till Now, You're One Of The Best Boyf I Ever Had
The following post you are reading here is a REFLECTION POST. You can read it, but please keep your lil negative comments to YOURSELF because not good comments are not welcome over. So therefore, I sincerely thank those lovely humans who read and give positive comments. But to those who give negative comments, fuck you >:) I know it hurts, but seriously I hate bad/negative/evil/dumb comments since forever~ But if you want me to entertain your NEGATIVE comments, I don't mind too .__. I am sooo weird~

Words always come to me unknowingly leaving me to say many endless words. I know people have read alot on my love story as I update occasionally. Well, I don't know why but I just got the urge to say that the love shared between my Boyf♥ and I really changed my perception so many. Deep inside my heart, I know the flame in our hearts are burning hot cos we are deeply in love together. I can sense his loves, and he can sense my loves. True enough, there are always good times and bad times. Bad times are those which are so suckish and can leave us thinking whether we have found the right one between us. But normally bad times make us feeling useless and toopid cos whatever not to be said out will be slowly revealing. But surprisingly, we choose to stand strong and be fine after a bad time occured to us. I realized that we love each other so much that we doesn't want to quarrel and create many bad times. My relationship with him has been one that I have truly faced those obstacles that I am always saying. Previously, my relationships has never gone this far for 1o months. Normally it ended within less than 3 months and I just gotta say goodbye. Everytime I reflect on those lil relationships I have before, I call myself lucky to have been loved but unlucky to have been dumped. But luckily after being dumped many times, a Knight appeared in my lil life since 1o October 2008. I must say, he is one guy who is so different to all those guys who dumped me. He is not that mushy guy who knows how to say words in front of my face. He is more of the guy who do things to prove how much he loves me. Yes I didn't like it initially and demanding him his character is so sd suckish at everything, but at this point of time I am already used to the way he is. Only during bad times, I do feel affected cos he isn't there to tell me those lil lovely mushy words if I really did something good. Honestly speaking, I guess I am still a girl who wants their own lover to say those nice things if they really did well/bought things for him and many others. Well, like I say, he is one of the so straight guy I ever had, he isn't one who enjoys buying gift/buying lil things to surprise me/not knowing what women is thinking and others. But I accept his flaws and accept his actions of loving me cos that is my Boyf♥. That's the man I am in love with.

Talking about him, I have also changed so differently compared to last time. I am never a good person in a relationship cos I do things os much till I can't stop myself but at least after knowing him, I changed and found out my lil problems. Slowly I changed my problems and become a better person. Some attitude might be there but at least he knows I am growing up and he is glad for my changes cos he is the one who changed me. He kept on saying stop praising him, I am who I am cos I want to but inside my heart/soul/everywhere, I must thank him sincerely for being the best Boyf♥ to accept me so dearly. That's why being with him can be really the best damn thing. True enough, I have lose alot of things after being with him, but at least I gain a guy who is gonna be there for me. Gonna be there when I needed a shoulder to lean on. Gonna hear all my woes and scold me to wake up. Many things of him have proven he is the only guy I really want. Love is always filled with many obstacles just to overcome, but I know destiny has found this guy. I don't know what is gonna happen in the near future but one thing is for sure is that I will always love him cos I do. <3 Times has changed, but my love for him has never changed. Yes, true enough. Sometimes I am being a bad girl by lying to him, doing things he doesn't like but I know for him, I am gonna change. No one showered me with dozens of lovee like the way he do. I know this love can last cos we can building this love together hands in hands. Well, close my eyes & I still be able to feel him and touch him. He is the only guy that I wanna embrace him on my arms & he is the only guy whom I love/like/want/miss/kiss always. <3 How do I live without you? Each single love song fits the way I love you. Have I ever tell you that whatever character you are, I still loves you as always <3 Cos you are just the one I can't stop loving, you know. Each single movements you do represents another addition more to I love you. Whatever it is, both of our hearts stand as one. God has found you for me & you love me more than any other human I know in my life. Many things has happen in between both of us, but I am glad everything is gone and we are standing strong. Although it is just a mere ten months, but at least we are the ones standing together firmly despite the distance, the bad times we have. Let's be firm and face all obstacles along the way. Cos I know both of us will never ever stop loving each other like the way I do for you. Baby, whatever comes, let's face it together with love. <3 Thank you for always being there for me, and giving me those lil loves everytime I need it. The song above is dedicated for you <3

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