I want you and only you, my Boy. Finally after talking through and understanding those problems we have together made me feel at ease & glad to know everything is over. At least we know what are we truly thinking in each other mind. I guess I am glad cos we finally sit down & talk nicely rather than always arguring causing unneccessarily conflicts. I am so happy that things are at least better. You tell me how you truly feel inside you & I tell you truly what is feeling inside me. A good heart to heart talk. I am feeling great cos finally we have this conversation of me & you. I can gladly face the fact that I do love you like never before. Never once I want to release this relationship cos I have deeply fallen in love with you. True, at this age, it is so hard to talk about eternity, forever, eternal, everlasting..etc. But I know that I wanna spend each day with you in my arms. Cos I love you regardless what you are. Despite there are times when things go all haywire, but at least overall we patch up & make things great. Although sometimes I am like a kid, a lil girl in her own world, but I know you are the one I truly loved & wanna change for. I am changing for the better for you and for me. Although we both have change quite alot in this relationship, I know many good points are still around, but not forgetting bad points too. You have your ways of being you, I have my ways of being me. But I hope that we can maintain this honesty with you. At least whenever we are feeling not so happy or what, we can consult each other by going straight to the point instead of going round & round. I am glad to have you standing by me always <3 & I really hope you feel the same way too. Sometimes I may not feel your love, but I know your love will be back again cos we are a pair of lovebirds. We ain't the most perfect couple but we are one pair of couple who is willing to change for each other & create a beautiful future. The future is long though but at least I know for now, life with you has been the greatest & the happiest. True enough, I don't know you as long as Anson, Zhenwen and Herman but at least, I am beginning to adapt your character, loving you the way it is. Remembering those times when I am just demanding brat makes me feel so gulity cos because of me being liddat, you afraid of me. You are worried that I am the same old person. But I can assure you that I am changing & controlling myself. Always remember, I am here for you. I am there to give you the endless love despite having the worst attitude ever. I admit my emotions are still the same but now I see sights of it being not so bad compared to last time. Cos for you, I want to change cos I want you to love me more <3 Well, when you love me, I know whatever I do is right. At least I won't fear as I proceed in life. God has chosen you for me. <3 I admit when you tell me "Being with you sometimes, I feel so lonely", my heart sunk ): I shed droplet of tears in silence, cos it felt that you've not loved me at all & your feelings are fading. But after awhile, when I come to my senses, I realized this is an obstacle. I should stay strong & understand better. At least for now, we talk properly & knowing what we really want <3 Cos we have the hearts that connected as one to be together. We ain't any childish immature couple yet couple that want to change for each other. Yes, it is hard. But we gotta face it all & be as one like I always. "Two hearts that connect as one". I don't wish to lose you yet being there for you always. You have been the best thing that happen to me after she, Jordan left my heart bleeding. There are my past and I know I should not rake it. But I want you to know that God has been so great to me. No matter what takes place in the future, I promise you I will be there for you <3 I will always be there standing by you. Cos we are a pair together <3 I will kick away those bad habits of mine & be the girl you always love. Do remember you seriously changed me alot & I appreciate it. Thank you for guiding me in studies & trusting in love again <3 I won't run yet face everything together with you. Love belong to me & you.

Dearest, I love you now & always <3
I wanna spend my lifetime with only you
Despite unhappiness happens, let's fight through
Cos we are two hearts that beat as one
& two minds that think as oneee (:

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