W/C 9. Behind Your Mask.

L♥ve
Thh LadyLove.
When life hits you hard, hit it even harder.
Tell you the truth i lost my faith in you
Someone, help me
Sunday, August 16, 2009 AT 8:31:00 PM ★
Irrating bull cow crap feelings causing my emotions to go haywire all over again ):
I think its due to the shock while I was enjoying my sleep,
Mom practically jumped out of nowhere and scared me awake.
Until now, my heart is still feeling so irrated and unhappy, grumpy!
I tried finding my Boyf♥ to chat with me but sadly, he didn't pick up
Oh whatever, stupid emotions causing this turmoil inside me right now still
Like so crap, can. :/ I never like this kind of thingy running.. :/
What have I done to keep receiving shocks lately? Omg, what to do?
Nowadays, little shocks are able to make me so frightened like a whimp..
I have no idea what is causing this but I gotten so afraid so quickly
It all happens when I was disturbed while I am sleeping,
Not once, not twice but so many different times, this has happened ):
This is so irrating piss me off so much more than anything, GRUMPY.
I am still gloomyyyy, I want someone to turn my day around, but no one is there
Oh crap :/ Danielle aka XiaoXing is become a whimp
Whatever I am being so irrated about, I bet it is due to that
But I have no idea how to turn my day around. Java gets in my head,
But the shock is still lingering in my body, scaring me, making me like a PUSSY.
Oh whatever whatever :/
Boyf♥, where are you when I need you?
This is so shit, shit shit. AH FUCK THE DAMN EMOTIONS, alrightey.
Stop making me this way. I do not want this to happen.
Boyf♥, please remember if I vent my anger on you,
I am dearly sorry, sincerely sorry, 1oo% sorry & a million of sorry if that happens
I really think I am behaving like a whimp ):

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