I wish everything can change for the better, but I know its too late.
Really too late to change anything in my life.
I know nothing can change the impression of me, myself & I.
How I wish I can grow up faster and earn money myself
With that ability, I cannot don't rely on them and see their faces
To smile is all I can ever do but sadness still lays beneath
Nothing must affect me but I am stabbed deeply like a scar still left
Who knows, who can, who wishes, who wants, who understands, who feels
The pain I can going through, the feeling running through
I lost my smiles, & when can I ever gain them back in that house
But thankfully I got one great Boyfriend to stand by me despite changes
I know he won't leave me cos we are both in love. <3 What can I do to make things better? Nothing is the only word. Oh well. Too late to do anything back but just face facts. Reality that is so cruel till I cry so much and no one knows. I guess I want to smile and prevent tears from dropping down my cheeks. Bye, to the love I hate typing about. But that is the only solution to keep me contented.... I wish to have stuffs of my own, everything of my own, every single thing Without worrying they will give or not, what can I do? My heart is bleeding every moment I felt the biaseness and everything The pain is impossible to erase, completely no way to erase Ever since the day I stepped in ITE, this is the misery I get I tried so hard to change, but nothing seemed to be working, NOTHING AT ALL God has been great to give such a lovely Boyfriend, But friendship plus kinship is far away from fetch. How? I want to perish in this world, but I don't want to leave my Boyfriend. Ohwell, let the negative thoughts fade away.., goodbye... ): Someone, rid this painful feeling inside me. STUDYING LIFE HAS BEEN WHAT I AM DOING LATELY
T.T Practically I am mugging all day long ): Despite meeting with my Baby♥, all we did was studying. Exams are coming within 2 days. :/ Time seriously flies. 1st time having exam & I fear alot ): FAMILY probleems have been rising and rising & I can't stand it. I am not lying )': I wish to cry, but I must stay strong. Sometimes when you think you are all happy, things just wouldn't be your way. Thankfully I got Baby♥ to stand by me. Despite he doesn't buy me dozens of gifts, but at least he has plans, he has things he wanna do to make me happy. Touched. For the way my Baby♥ is, makes me realized "I am fortunate to have by my side". I promise you, I won't leave you. Nothing in my lil life has been smooth till I met Baby♥. Well, I want my soulmate aka Winnie Yeong to be back but it is still up to her to explain everything to me. ): To be honest, I miss Animal Farm eg : Jun, Bunny, Neko, Beaver, Sotong, Froggy, I also miss Winn and Vivi. Two diff types of ppl I am missing ): But what can I do to get them back? Geeehhh I am emo-ing. Lately, has this craving on playing Diner Dash. Although I always played awhile, at least I smiled. Thank you Baby♥ for lending me to play. Okays, I did some camwhore. :x Took sis's sunglasses to wear. :] Then I loved the pics I took. Well, the pics cheeer me up quite abit. I did some editing too while trying to relax. GOSH, I am being lame. Probably using one as my profile pic. Come come, take a look at the pics! C:

Edit-ed Ones :D

I know your love isn't meant to be mine.


The passion living in my eyes of you.


Hold me close, and say you love me always. <3
Desmond's Lil Precious Princess

Random ones (;

Mugging non stop all day long.. :/


My Baby♥ <333
Fruit tarts that I enjoy so dearlyyyy :D

Me, Myself & I ♥
P.S ; Keep your comments to yourself! & All is me with sunglasses~


This pic rather cannot make it~ ;]


Look at me fringe~! I took out the clip, damn disgusting!!!


You love me, & I will love you back.


The smiles you left me behind is gone forever..


Give me chocolates, sweets, I will love to the maxzxzx :P


I (L) this pic. (;

Peepo, that's all for the pics :D Let's just hope mishaps stop happening.


& You are my present and my future,
I love you dearly, with all my heart
I am sick of my family problems
But I am glad you are there for me.
There to give me sunshine
Dear, I love you. <3

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