The Colors Of My Life Seemed To Be Fading
43rd Day of IAP ! Today is the 8th of December, it has already been a week since December come along. I am sick ): , !@#$%^&*() I hate falling sick especially when I am having bad nose, bad throat, ): All this are my nemesis! ): Hopefully it doesn't worsen. Rawr, I am like so unwell ! :< Jeez, wants Bby♥'s cosy hugs! ): Oh dear, I do think I am seriously going to fall sick! Stupid sia. Ohyaaa, my brother is back home! Miss him to the max !! 5 Days long since I last seen him. Curse you camp for taking my brother away! Hmm, well lately I realize people closest to you can just fade away within spilt seconds. :< How sad can reality be? :o idk! Haha but what to do? That's how everything works mah. Also notice, different people different lifestyle. Bby♥ and I are two different kinds of people but we're madly in ♥ with each other ;) He needs me, & I need him like he does. Oh well, reality check. Haha, wellwell lately I have not been sleeping well too. :< Probably due to the fact that, I miss Bby♥. I guess? Lol, insonmia attacks at random timing! Hehe, okay whatever. It is merely only 9 days to go! I have no idea will I be able to go through or not ): , it gets so scary all the time. :< Exceptations always lead to disappointment, so the best is don't even think at all !! Lately, towards family's side things ain't that well, it is always the money issue. Damn wtf?! Okay, guess what? Christmas is coming !! (Y) Woo! Okay, I am excited but of course, let me enjoy my holiday first. I can smell it coming the way, woohoo! :D Awesome =.= Hahaha, I think I am being crazy. But seriously, I can't wait for my holiday.


I miss so many things ): Due to work, I have to sleep early, chat lesser with Bby♥, cannot meet long, cannot use computer too late. Rawr~ But still, the long journey over here is really a long journey. Now its already the 9th week, which means 1 more week to go if I can be safely here. I don't even dare to imagine! :< So ya. Well, like I said "Expecations lead to disappointment", so therefore I don't want to think every tomorrow. Happily live my 'today'. Hehe, :) Well, maybe I am just afraid of tomorrows. Hahaha, I think I am nuts ._. Hehe. Ohwell, no choice. That's me ;) Hmm, I got so many things I want to do, ): But so many fears. Fears, fck off my life! LOL, I am cursing again. Hehe. I wanted to upload photo today, but I forgot to bring cables. Hehe, neighbour gave mum cookies from Japan & it's the one that I wanted to buy at Hokkaido Fair few months back. Mmm, I ♥ the cookies especially the white one :> One packet got one cookie, how sad ): But I ♥ the milky taste ^^ Mmm, I can't bring myself to finish it up sia ): Too yummy already! :x Lol, yesterday I took a picture of it as well. That's why I say I forgot to bring cable to upload. Hehe, I doubt Bby♥ will like it :x Well, that Bby♥ of mine just doesn't fancy sugary stuffs like me (: Hehe, we are different but madly in ♥. Hahaha, oh well~ I miss Bby♥. Life's the same lately. Nothing special, uh? :o Lol, I think I have said that a lot. Hehe. Like I mentioned in Plurk, my life style is "Work > Meet Bby♥ > Chat with Bby♥ > Sleep". Super duper no life can :/ I want some entertainment! Lol, I think there's nothing that can entertain me, :x Hehe, I am being abit demanding now. I got the urge to go Zoo with Bby♥ ;D HAHAHA but its so expensive, ): I got way a lot of things not yet done with Bby♥ like going Zoo, Birdpark, Botanical Garden, or whatever you can think of! :/ The world is all about M-O-N-E-Y, the greatest nemesis. :< I hate that word :x Lol, although I also spend money. I am going to shop for shoes !! :/ Budget to spend about $30, b'coz all my shoes are gradually spoiling and I have no flats. WTF! Okay, I am also feeling so sian-sified b'coz gotta spend cash again. Lately, I am amazing cos I spoilt so many pairs of shoes ): Awww, damn saddening ! :< That's why I have to start shopping!! :< I am still thinking to buy or not to buy new BEGA Clothes :) Hehe, everything also must spend money. >< So suckey! :/ Well, I am uber exhausted ! ): Lol, I am always whining. Anyways, I am going off already! Going to relax myself, & text my Bby♥.
See ya lovelies! ♥

& No doubt, you're my priority
B'coz you took my heart away since 10102008.

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