The Dark Forces May Come But I Must Overcome It & Keep Moving On
Howdy people! ;D I am back to blog, b'coz I am in class early today! Hehe Mr Ismail opened the door so I shall take this chance to update my blog. Sorry for that super short post yesterday. Using mobile is so difficult :x Well, been really lack of time cos I am with Bby♥ and studying all the time. Ever since starting the final 3 months, I have been busy. Timetable is a hectic one, making me unable to keep my Bby♥ company as well ._. Hahaha, oh well. The final lap of ITE is finally here. Lol, somehow I can't bear to say goodbye. It is super saddening. All the memories here are dearly cherished. Well, I think I am being gay by blogging right now but I wanna take the chance. Must seize chance. I also don't want neglect my blog! D: Haha, okay! Well, this whole week is the beginning & I am facing my nemesis.

Well, yesterday I have mentioned POA. Yes, I met POA again in my life ): Oh dear, I have been escaping it like forever?! LOL, I am whining again! :< But I must slowly love POA! Gosh, I have been thinking alot on my future. Have I like "mentioned" that? I think I did, :x Lol! Okay, I am turning 19 in coming Feb. :< Well, I am not excited. As time pass by, Bby♥ is heading Army and I am graduating. Oh well, emotional manzxc! Well, I have been having many thoughts lately. Regardless its family/friends/relationship, it is all floating in my mind. Super sad! D': Okay, lately many stuffs are in my head, uh! :o Toopid! ): Hahaha. Well, I think I am being gay. I bought my chinese new year clothes yet I am lack of another top! ): Lol, I don't feel anticipated for the upcoming Chinese New Year b'coz I feel so sian. Lol, I have been having weird sadness lately. Eyes have been flooded with tears unknowingly. Probably b'coz I kinda lose the people who are blood related! ): Oh well, I don't have the mood to blog already! :P I am going to end off with an inspiration.

You let me go and I don't wish to look back anymore. I have been hurt severly by all of you, especially the words in your mouth. I have to live for my own. I don't wish to think any further of the misery you all caused. I convinced myself. I know I love you all, but you all have seriously prove to me I don't deserve to be in this place. I am sick of always proving myself. I proved so much yet you all say I am still useless. I know I might disappoint you by not heading poly but it doesn't matter to you all anymore. It matters to me. I don't hate but I stop loving you all.

& Baby, take my hand.
Clear my tears for me, will you?

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