I AM SO SCARED FOR MONDAY'S TEST!
Ahh fuck! ): The thought of it is freaking me out like madness! ): I don't know how to study. I only memorize Sales Cycle & Payment Cycle! Ahhh damn, not everything goes in. Fuck! D: So complicated, make me pekcek only! How how?! I am left with less than two days to study finish!! FML! D: I feel super duper stressed up! Dislike D: Rawr. it makes me super duper stressful. Most likely I am going to sleep after I blog. Ohyaaa, I mentioned I watched Vampire Diaries S02Ep12 , right? Omg, it is getting exciting! I like (Y) Lol, okay! I am feeling super scared for the test lah. That's my most worried thing! Oh dear, Wednesday is Lunar New Year Eve! KYAH! So freaking fast, uh? Oh gosh, I am also going to graduate real soon. LOL! I am feeling emo. Fml! D: The thought of all this shit kills! Weeee, I love the weather lately as well! RAIN RAIN RAIN, always the best. I love when it rain. My Bby♥ has already went to bed! ): So it means it is going to be my turn. But I wanna play finish my Facebook Games. Hehe, I am a crazy addict gamer in Facebook :P lol. Damn, I tried finding blogskins lately but all fail D: B'coz they did not tempt me! I am such a fickle minded babe! :< fck me manzxc! Okay, I am being damn vulgar. I am just STRESSED UP for Monday's test! D: idk how, pekcek ttm. Bby♥ is like busy with spring cleaning. ._. Oh damn. Irrating to the maximum. Yawn, feeling all exhausted. Okay, I think I am just pekcek! :< Well, I am not stressed up. But sometimes, those unwanted stuffs keep coming. I hate hate hate, but bobian also must face those shit! Guess what?! I am turning older real soon, but I hate expecation. They always make me all fucking disappointed. So ya. Despite I hope for the best, but it always turn out the worst. So ya, how shit! Amazingly speaking, I am just hoping to do well for my final year! Exams are coming in just 2 months time. Well, the stress and everything is going to pile up. What to do? I just gotta be a positive person! (: I have been damn whining since forever! :/ Oh well, that's me. I am growing all anxious again ._. Oh dear, my Bby♥ has more shitty stuffs happening to him around. I do hope all things goes well for him real soon. That Bby♥ of mine makes me worry. Well, like he stated. Both of us are worrying queen and king. So no choice! Hahahha. :> That's us! ;D Lol, I think we are madly in love with each other. Oh gosh, I also hope my eyes cure before Lunar New Year!!! I am all pekcek and irrated by the itch and pain ! D: Bby♥ mentioned that its my dirty hands that caused it. Oh well, reality sucks!! I hate falling sick and that always happen to me. Fcuk it! ):

Lololol! I think I have been a really paranoid person b'coz I am worried for every single thing. Okay, I am a tard! :x Hahahaha. Okay, I am so going offline real soon but music are keeping me online! Omgggg, songs are total loves! :B Hehe, why why why? I also don't know. Hahahaha. I am madness lah. Jeez, I think I am one random siao charbo. Hmm, one of the song that makes me think that it is nice is F**king Pefect by Pink! ;D Hehe, I shall upload that video :x Hahaha starting, it is abit Censored but it is awesome! The song is crazy! ;D In fact, I have lost track of songs alot but thankfully, my brother always switch on songs & I will be hearing them (: Well, songs are awesome. They sing my heart out~ My mood will be cured after that, (: Hahahaha I am crazy! :D Lol. Okay, I am being abit siao now. I can't seemed to sleep but I shall try soon. I am spam blogging, LOL! Okay, I think I am going off already!

I don't care if I am being accepted or not. I am tired already. I am so going to ignore. I know the feelings will come but seriously, I just wanna be positive and live my life. I know who are the people who really cares for me instead of just making me feel like piece of shit. Indeed, I am tired of thinking of the bright side but I want to cure myself cos I know who are the people really there for me. I don't need you to teach me or what because Desmond is enough for me. The rest is not neccessary. Don't say I am cold blooded, its you all that taught me to be cold blooded. So ya. This is reality. So get this in your brain, I don't care if you get it or not. Sometimes I don't feel like you all even bother so, I rather bother those who bother of me. Instead of you all who only cares your shit. Okay fine. Maybe I am exgratteing or what but I am tired of caring. Tired already. I rather ignore and care for those who care for me.

F**KING PERFECT!


& Please remember,
I will not suffer under your hands.
B'coz I have grown to be a better person.

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