I Want To Be A Kid Without Misery And Pain Because It's Draining My Emotions & Mental
FUCK MY LIFE!
Okay, whatever. Hahaha, Okay, just got the urge to type that out. Oh well! Hahahaha it is the start of another week! (: Ah fck. I am still jobless as always. D: So shit, so rubbish. Okay, just whining. Hmm, Sunday was my 30th Monthsary with Bby♥ :> Lol, I did not meet him on Saturday but I meet him on Sunday at Clementi. :> Haha, never have I ever been to Clementi Mall. Oh yea, I managed to find the Koi there! Like at last. So happy, :> Lol, didn't get to explore much cos Bby♥'s mom is finding things only (: I just follow around. Hahaha, then take their car of his house. Well, relax then around 4pm++ , Bby♥ went off to have a quick nap. :D Then after that, I watched Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows with his Mom and Brother. Watched the whole movie,but I super duper hate first part! Toopid Voldemort. ): Oh gosh, but I am excited for the Part 2!! I die die also must bring Bby♥ peii me watch even if he doesn't understand the show. :D Waited for Bby♥ to wake up then we have dinner together (: HAHAHAHA , his mom cooked. Love the food (Y) Oh well, then had dinner there. :> Well, we didn't went out till it's time for me to go home.

Well, as usual. Usually, I will leave around 9pm like that. Then, went home, chat with Bby♥ on phone then played abit games then time to sleep. :D

As for Monday, it is the first day of school in ITE. I am kinda not used to it >< B'coz for the fact that, I have graduated. I miss being in ITE Life ): Maybe it is a fact that, I prefer schooling more. Like what HaruhiBESTIE say, (: Oh well. Then lately, we chit chat via Twitter. :D I miss her, ♥♥♥. I am still planning what to buy for her upcoming 19th birthday & LaiyinMEI's 18th birthday! :B Hehe quite stressful~ :< But still, I am going to get something! :D Oh well. Well, ate dinner at Bby♥'s house again then after that we headed off to Serangoon there for something. Well, about 9pm, Bby♥'s dad drop me off at Yio Chu Kang. Time to go home ;D Ohwell.

As for Tuesday, nothing's special. I still go to Bby♥'s house again :B Well, I slept pretty much at his house cos I was rather troubled. VERY TROUBLED!!! >< Then after that, had dinner then I went with his family to GIANT Tampines (; Woooo. We walk walk, then I ate IKEA Meatballs! Mmm, nice nice! :B Well, then drank Orange Juice. About 9.30pm, I took train home. Chatted with Bby♥ & time for me to head to bed. :D

Well, that's the end of post. I hope you enjoy reading it, although I know it is abit boring. :3 Well, shall not talk further. Time for me to head to bed.

& I made up my mind.
So please don't ask or what, tyvm.

I decided to supress all the shit inside my heart. I don't want to think anymore. I don't want to think. Do as you wish, I am not caring or bothering anymore. I am tired of running in my own thoughts. I have decided to push the shit away. I won't say anything b'coz I just want to ignore. Cos I know nothing works. I will just wait for the miracle.

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