I Will Wait For You, Definitely Will
Bby♥ is enlisting tomorrow at 8.30am ): Honestly, the feeling is killing me already. I will not be able to meet him for ten days straight. Well, I must say here comes a new life for both of us. He will be in National Service, while I will be working. The feeling is killing us like nobody's business. I have grown so sticky to Bby♥ and now, we are going to be apart for 10 days! TEN DAYS! Seriously, it is enough to kill me! I don't know why. I guess cos Bby♥ and I are like so sticky. Nothing will change the fact. Sometimes I think probably it is just another challenge for both of us to face. I know the feeling is going to kill me like some fuck up shit, but I must be strong for Bby♥. I want to let him feel proud of me. I don't want to keep crying and be like a crybaby. I want him to see that his girlfriend is worthy too. The feeling of being apart is like hell. 10 days. Whenever I think about 10 days without Bby♥, I feel like dying. Probably, I am dying inside like some fucktard. Thankfully, we will be able to chat. It's okay if he call his family first or what, but being able to hear his voice is enough. I do no need anything else but just that. Oh well.

I am starting to miss Bby♥ already. I guess I am feeling all the shitty asshole feeling since last week. But most importantly, I am happy that I get to spend the final week with Bby♥ happily. Get to stayover, go zoo all the other events. I will post them up, no worries. So many events with him. I feel really glad and happy! (Y) I hope all things go well. I want to believe in us, believe we can conquer all this together b'coz we are in love. I love him so much like the way he loved me. Probably I might not get used but I must be strong. I wanna be a better girlfriend for him. I know Bby♥ will take care of himself. I will wait for him to be back in my arms. Although 10 days is like only 1 week 3 days. I will endure to the maximum and keep him company all the way when he's out. I want to see his smiles! I know missing him can't be hidden so I will countdown each day till he's out. I will wait, definitely. He's my one and only, the one I loved most. I am just glad to be able to spend the days with him. Although tomorrow I can't see him, but I will always pray for Bby♥ and his safety (: Probably, I am going to sound all emotional but still, he is my little love. When he's out, I will going to make him happy! Not tell him rubbish stuffs, yet be happy!

Ten days might be long, might be short. But one thing is for sure. I love my Bby♥. I will wait for the ten days to be over so I can hug/kiss my Bby♥ again. He is my cute little boyfriend since 10'10'2008. That fact will never change. We may fight over little things, quarrel over my attitude but overall, we're deeply in love. We can't live without each other. So therefore we will overcome this journey together and last always. Always know that you have a girlfriend out there waiting for you. Woaini.

To my Bby♥,

Tomorrow you are enlisting and you are going in for 10 days. I know it is going to be hard for us at the beginning but we will be strong and get over this, right? Believe in me, I won't disappoint you. I will always be there for you. My phone is 24/7 switch on waiting for your call each day. I know the feeling is shitty for us, but it will all be fine. I promise you, I will stable down my emotions, take good care of myself. As long as I need someone, I will find people like LaiyinMEI or Willy. Thank you for teaching me a lot of things. Without your teaching, I don't want disappoint you. Bby♥, I love you. My 10th's, you are always loved.

P/S ; From 4th - 12th June, I might blog about 2 or 3 days per post (:

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