Walking Down The Road With You, It's Your Hands That Keep Me Warm And Cozy
Ya ya ya ya ya, I am back at last. I should be blogging like forever?! But I was preoccupied with stuffs, which causes me to be unable to blog. So today I am here to blog once again. YAY for me! ;D Haha, tomorrow is Bby♥'s sixth bookout! I guess you realize I did not post anything for Bby♥'s fifth bookout. Main reason is, I have been spending time with him. Hahaha Friday, Saturday & Sunday obviously it's with him. But this week is kinda special in a way cos I get to spend with Bby♥ on Tuesday & Wednesday due to the fact he got 3 days of MC. ): Sad me, he might have chances to have slip disc. That's a very serious thing, uh! I don't even dare to think, he get well jiu can already! Today is already Thursday which means tomorrow is Bby♥'s Sixth bookout! :D Omg, time really flies. Hopefully I can work soon. I don't even dare to think! See how it goes, oh well~ Hmm, no more nice movies to watch! :/ Hmm, watched Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows, Transformers ; Dark of the Moon. Hehe, probably we're waiting for The Smurfs, have to wait till it's out. Hehe, who knows I might not watch. Oh well, no high hopes. :> Okay, I have downloaded a new game called Supermarket Mania 2. Super addictive lah. I played in Bby♥'s IPad and I got hooked! ;D Lol, so lame. :x Okay I found it in my computer so therefore I played :D Hmm, already in high levels! :P Hmm, MapleSEA is also done, I might be going back in. OHYEA! xD Can't wait to see my Bby♥ tomorrow.

Bby♥'s Fifth Bookout & his days on MC.
(All in short)
Friday, Saturday & Sunday (22nd - 24th July) was at Bby♥'s house. Nothing much for the week on Bby♥'s fifth bookout. But I met new people! Anson's girlfriend, Felicia. Junwen and Junwen's girlfriend, Liping. :D They are Bby♥'s friend and his girlfriend. :> Awesome. Hehe, well had Prata obviously. 2 weeks in a row! :/ As for Tuesday & Wednesday (26th & 27th July), rotted at Bby♥'s house cos he is on MC. Taking care of him, obviously. Bby♥ cooked lunch for me yesterday. Haha simple yet so sweet. :D Hehe. Happy die me! ;D Okay, that's all! I don't want blog anymore. Lazy! :P I shall blog on Bby♥'s Sixth Bookout! ;] Can't wait to see him. Oh yea, yesterday chatted with AmandaBABE , Willy and Heling. :D Oh recently, also talked to Randal. Aww, always bring back happy memories. :D Okay, I am going off to text my Bby♥. Oh ya, I actually share my love story of me and Bby♥. In fact, it's rather short. More like how we meet. :D Hahaha. Let's just share. Whether Yasmin got read or not, it's just love.

Love happens in any where, any moment, any way. Probably that's how I found my love. I don't know if he is my Mr Right or what, but I know he has been the best thing that happened to me since the day we got together. I still remember that time I was still grieving for a love that hurt me so deep. I love him a lot but he stab my heart more than he loves me. I was still healing my broken heart. But my brother, Brice, introduced me a game, probably one of the childish thing ever. I helped my brother played MapleSEA Private Server. Which means you are able to level fast, and experience what you can't in the original server. MapleVIA is the name. A silly game for a kid like me, I guess but that was the thing that accompanied me when I was going through the bad times I have. So then, I met Desmond. I was rather hyper that time because he was a Singaporean. Usually, you can't find Singaporean in Private Server. So I thought I can just chat with him. He ignore me, I don't know why but eventually he did speak to me a bit. I didn't like his attitude at all. But slowly, we exchange numbers. Because I thought since he's a Singaporean, why not make an extra friend? So we become friends gradually, soon after he is going overseas. My heart just told me, he won't even remember me when he's back. He won't even speak. But I was wrong, he actually remember me and text me first. I was touched cos I thought he will forget me, this online friend. Soon after, we start texting and a begin of a friendship. I remember there was once I was rather pissed off of people loving me for who I am not. We met up for the first time on July cos he got free tickets to Songs of the Sea so he invited me to go with him. So I agreed, looked at my best, and met him up. My first impression was why this guy look so proud and tall. Oh my. So didn't have a good impression of him but we maintain as friends still. There was once, I told him this, you get to pick you love me for who I am or hate me for who I am. He told me this 'I love you.' My instinct told me he has fallen for me but I didn't care cos I treat him as just a friend. Until 31st August 2008, I was studying for my O's. I was wondering why did he not text me the whole day, then just when I studied finish at 5.30pm. He text me this , 'Danielle, are you willing to let me take care of you?' I was astonished. I didn't expect him to really fall for me because I don't have the feel. But God love to play tricks. Of course, I didn't accept him immediately cos I don't have the feel yet. So then, I told him I am not ready and on the other hand, there is another guy chasing me too. I want to focus on my O's before proceeding into another relationship. Guess what? He did not give up and make an effort to help me in every means. I tried avoiding him, asking friends along if he wants to meet. There was once he actually came down to Choa Chu Kang just to find me. He stayed in Tampines. He just tell me, he came down just to eat with his friend. I believed and then I did meet him with my friend. Although it is rather awkward. Amazingly, he did not push me anything and supporting me. Guess what? He invited me for his 19th birthday on 21 September. He had a chalet with his family and friends. Of course, I grab a friend with me along. We went together for his chalet. He was stunned to see me, he even got me prezzie. I was amazed , you know. Cos he give me a bottle of stars as I loved stars a lot, also with a teddy bear with heart shaped and a heartshaped necklace. Was extremely touched but I still don't fall for him. I don't know why, maybe I just can't get over my ex boyfriend. Friends tried to push me with him but they fail. Eventually I just maintain a friendship with him. I did try out with him for a day but love just doesn't come in. It was until during the beginning of October he stopped texting me. My heart felt weird. He chased me for almost two months. So then, I realized I think I have fallen for him. On 9 October, he came to find me with his friends. My friend was with me. I was having my pride, denying the fact that maybe I fallen for him. Until he was gone, I realize my heart misses him a lot. Then we chatted on the phone during the night, discussed over everything and I finally admit I have feelings for him. On 10 October 2008, 0320am, he asked me to be his girlfriend and I finally agreed. So that's how our little love story begin. We have celebrated 10 October 2009, 10 October 2010, and I am looking forward we can go through 10 October 2011 and every 10 October annually. We have gone through many ups and downs to be what we are today. Even today, I don't deny that we don't have obstacles but I just say I believe eventually all things will work out. Currently he is in National Service, I don't know if he will be able to hear this or not but I know I made the choice since I picked him on 10 October 2008. It's a choice I will never regret. I just want to say, Desmond, you're the best thing that happened to me. Whatever you are , I just love you for who you are. No regrets at all. I believe we can go through together. I believe our love will be endless. Like the song you always sing to me, Endless Love by Katie Price and Peter Andre. Lastly, I want you to know Danielle Teo Yun Jie loves you, Desmond Toh Yong Qiang always. Thank you for everything you did. You may not be the most romantic guy ever but you're already the best guy I have found.

& I am glad to have found you,
I believe you will change one day.
I will be waiting for that change.
Because I love you and believe you.

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