On 11'11'11, I made three wishes.
Three wishes that comes from within my heart. ♥
I don't ask for anything else but just those three wishes, I don't know if they will come true or not but I wish they come true. Oh well! Many thoughts are running through me. Probably sometimes, it isn't that bad to know things but it might just hurt. Well, today is an average day. But for the past few days, many things are clear in my mind but I still hope for the best and hope for things to be smooth. Life isn't a bed of roses. Until today, this sentence have keep me strong. I thought about my past & my present for this few days. I realized how much I have grown. From someone who doesn't fall easily to someone who fall so easy, maybe challenges are just there to hit me hard. I ain't thinking emotional stuffs but asking myself, what kind of person am I. Yeah, so many things running in me. Be it relationship / friends / family , I know what are my weakness. Maybe my greatest weakness. I know that myself lately. I know how easily can I fall towards certain people. But in the end, I just know that nobody is perfect including me cos the world is round. We can only try to change but cannot be perfect because there are definitely people not happy with you. Silly, isn't it?

When I was young at younger age, I used to always think love is like a fairy tale story book but never have I expected love is filled with bitter / sweet / sour & there are so many things we can't see and comprehend. Like I realized, love can't be find out by science, by mathematics, by anything. No one knows when loves come and why love can hit one so badly or so positively. I am very negative person but I believe in true love exists. Yeah, maybe I sound like a small girl. I have multiple ex boyfriends but in each of them , I always seeks for something. But until today, maybe it existed awhile but not for long. Oh well. Random thoughts. Well , for family wise I have never once expect any of this happening in my life. Well, I admire people a lot and get sensitive over things I can't accomplish. Everyday, I tell myself to be strong. Until today, I am doing my best. Yeah, maybe I am one of the most boring girlfriend / daughter / friend to anyone but I guess I just need people to appreciate me for me. I am a loser but I tell myself ,  I have to be a winner. I know I listen to people a lot but I guess it can't be helped. Be it happy / sad , I am trying to get used to everything I know and I care. Well, I don't know why am I blogging at such a date. But maybe it's meaningful.

Well , it's 11 November 2011. For those believers, make a wish & enjoy this date with your special loved ones (: I don't ask for whatever, but I just ask all to enjoy. Maybe I am being lengthy, maybe not. But just enjoy, I am going to post one of my favourite song ! (: Maybe it's the wrong song but it always relax my mind. Enjoy! & Have a good day ahead !


Down - Jason Walker feat'd Molly Reed (:

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